It seems like I am losing my patience lately. I wish I could get to my work place faster every monrning; I wish I could get back home quicker after work every day; I wish I could climb up the ladder and be promoted faster; I wish to get things done quicker; I wish I could finish a puzzle quicker; I wish I could......
There are so many things that I wish could happen rather sooner than later. I wish time is not factor in everything. But if there is no time, there will be no universal!
I used to be a very patience person years back. And I supposed to be one, as I have spent all my childhood and teenage period as a patient music and instruments learner. I knew without patience I could never manage to learn how to play an instrument, forget about seven or so. I knew without patience I could never flawlessly perform a complete piece of musical, forget about hundreds or even thousands. I knew without patience I could never be a conductor - diligently guided an orchestra of 60 people.
If I understood the importance of patience back then, I should understand it now. But have I really lost the plot of patience? Or am I just too passionate in the things I am doing now and want to acheive what I wanted to achieve? Or perhaps I am confused with 'patience' and 'passion'?
Patience is in the tiny details, while it is also to believe in something bigger than ourselves. It teaches us to take responsibility for our actions and our feelings; to forgive the imperfections, weaknesses and fragility of others and most importantly OURSELVES; and above all. no matter how big the obstacles, it urges us never to give up!
It seems that I have to start reading some books or start learning some new songs or even listen to classical musics, to instill some patience back into my soul. Or may be I need to spend some days stacking up a column of angular rocks.
