Saturday, October 25, 2008

RECENTLY

Working life is scary! Unwittingly, I have already been working for almost 2 months!

Two months into the job that I could only dream for 3 months ago, I'm pretty much enjoying my job. I'm currently assigned to work at the site office at Port of Brisbane, substituting another geotechnical engineer whom has recently gone for maternity leave. The blue building at the center of the photo above is indeed my office. And since I have to work on site I've been allocated a company car. Nothing fancy, just a small 3 door Hyundai Getz, but it is quite handy for me during the weekends - for groceries and exploring Brisbane. Another plus is the company is paying the petrol :D

A lilttle bit of my job description, I'll try to explain it in the easiest language possible, to avoid freaking people out :p

My company is actually acting as a geotechnical advisor for the design and construction phases for the land reclamation at the Port of Brisbane. The project is known as the largest ever land reclamation project in Australia and is indeed a 50 years project expecting to be completed in year 2025. Currently the project is in trial phase with 5 different international contractors exploring different ground improvement techniques to identify the most suitable method that will deliver stabilised reclaimed land in accordance with the requirements, nonetheless optimising time and cost parameters. Coffey is involved with the project management and geotechnical direction of the project. The work includes investigations, review of geotechnical designs of the contractors, installation and monitoring of instrumentation. The 2 most well known contractors include Boskalis and Van Oord which are also contracting the Dubai Palm Island land reclamation project.

I would have to say I am really really dead lucky to be assigned to this project. I guess this is a rare opportunity to have the chance to work with the professionals from all over the world in this particular expertise. I'll strive my hardest and try to pick up as much skill as possible.

Will upload more photos next post.

Ciao!

Monday, September 08, 2008

FINALLY...



After all the fuss of my visa and working rights, my career at Coffey finally get started today! Quite a hectic day for me - first to introduce myself to more than 150 staffs in the office, one at a time; then to be familiar with the office layout and general security system; learn to use the email/phone/fax/printing machine and system; set up my work station; study an online safety course; and then finally to learn that I am going to a site office at Port of Brisbane tomorrow beofre the end of the day! I was quite surprise that I am assigned to the site office on my second working day, but I guess it will be a very good experience working at that site office as the project there is very large in scale and very challenging.

Wish that I can settle in as quickly as possible and ease pass the 3 months probation!

Saturday, September 06, 2008

MISSING YOU~~~


I have been seeing you a lot in the dream lately, especially in the last couple of nights, so I guess it is an indication that I am missing you exceptionally much recently.


Many say missing a person is painful, is hard or is sorrowful; as it more often makes people cry and wreck. But for me it is just opposite. Thinking back the moment we spent together, the flashes that we shared together, always brighten up my days and those memories only make me wanting to spend more time with you.


More than 7 months have passed since we last see each other and there are still 70 more days to go before we can see each other again. I just cant wait to see you again, this time in Sydey, a sacred city that spice things up, almost 17 months ago!


Time does fly and time does play its part. But I am sure time will not be a barrier for both of us!


I MISS YOU!

Thursday, September 04, 2008

BRISBANE RIVER FESTIVAL

I guess I have just picked the right time to move to Brisbane as I was just in time to witness the biggest event of the year in Brisbane - The Brisbane River Festival last weekend. The annual River Festival is to celebrate the Brisbane River which passes through the Brisbane (something similar with the Yarra River in Melbourne), and it includes a 30 minutes continuos pyrotechnics and fireworks. It was the first time I witness this event first hand and it was really breath-taking. The picture above shows the opening of the River Festival with a F111 strike aircraft dashed pass the Brisbane city sky. Anyway, I snatched this picture from someone in the internet :P Here are some photos taken by me.











Wednesday, September 03, 2008

SETTLING IN

If moving houses is troublesome, then moving interstate is super-hyper-duple-troublesome. I was tremendously happy once I got the offer from Coffey, only when I havent thought of the shits that I have to go through before I left for Brisbane - sorting out all the shits, throwing those not-so-useful thingy, selling the furnitures, packing and sending all the sutffs. But I'm lucky enough that I'm gonna stay with my brother, so I dont need to look for place to stay in Brisbane.

It is never easy to leave a place after staying for four and a half years, especially having to leave all the friends behind. I remember suffering to settle in Sydney when I first came to Australia almost half a decade ago. I believe everyone studying abroad knows how hard it is to settle-in at new place. For me, the Aussie accent, the transportation system, the weather, the environment, etc in Sydney. And just when I'm considering sophisticated in everything in Sydney I've got to leave the place, or in fact I have already left the place and I'm in Brisbane now - having to go through the 'settling in' process. But it is way much easier now compared to last time, and I have got my brother here to 'look after' me.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

PRICELESS PRICELESS PRICELESS ! ! !

Hurray... I was offered the job in Coffey !!! After suffering for 6 days and nights, I couldnt stand it anymore and I called the manager this morning (Monday) to asked for the results of the interview. And I was told that "You'll be given an offer by the company"! Yeeha~~


I'm glad that I nailed the interview so successfully and didnt let this golden opportunity slip pass me. Have to thank everyone for their best wishes before and after the interview. I actually still cant quite believe that I get a job so soon, considering I was still grumbling with my lack of luck couple of weeks back and now my luck just changed so dramatically. And also have to thank the manager for giving me this opportunity, organising and sponsoring my flight up to Brisbane.



Air ticket: FOC (Paid by Coffey)








Taxi from / to airport in Brisbane: (Total: AUD$ 69.10)



Waiting for the answer: Suffering.

Getting the job: PRICELESS PRICELESS PRICELESS!!!

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

PRAYING...

I've just came back from the interview with Coffey in Brisbane. The whole process (plus the flight to/from Brisbane) took approximately 9 hours and everything went quite well. There are nothing else I can do other than...

NOT GONNA POST ANYTHING UNTIL I KNOW THE RESULT OF THE INTERVIEW.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

A SIGN OF CHANGE OF LUCK!?


Believe it or not, I just got a call from Coffey a couple of minutes ago asking me to attend an interview!!! OMG!!! Coffey is one of the world leading Geotechnical Engineering consulting firm in the world and is long familiar with their special expertise in the field of geotechnics. I've been waiting for this call since April and now I'm given a chance. I have to be extremely well prepared for the interview I would definitely strive my hardest to get the job that I longed getting for.

Hope this is just first of the many calls that I gonna get. And I need to believe that more is yet to come!
Lesson learnt: Luck can just be changed overnight after writing a blog :p

GIVE ME THE LUCK THAT I NEED



I've been applying for numerous jobsssssss since a couple of months back. But unfortunately I didnt get ANY positive reply from any of the companies. And I'm loosing my patience and is getting increasingly frustrated with my lack of luck of getting an interview.

What I'm certain is there shouldnt be any problem with my application letter or my resume, as I've seeked advice from professionals and have modified it to as perfect as possible. Seems like I'm one of those 'unlucky people' and my CVs were all thrown into the bin without even read by the HR manager... zzz...

However, I wont give up and wont back down until I finally get a job. I'll most certainly nail it if I'm given an opportunity, just one will do. Really pray hard that I can get the luck I need and get a job as soon as possible. Otherwise, perhaps, I might need to look for other alternatives...

Sunday, July 13, 2008

OH YEAH~~~

Oh yeah~~ I just got my result for my final semester this evening, and confirmed that I am now officially graduated! I would have to admit that I've been waiting for the results in agony for the last couple of weeks. It is just so hard not to think about it and I'm glad that it is all done now! What a big relief, not only for me but also for my parents who have been waiting more anxiously than me since I finished the last paper.

Most importantly, I am now graduated as a Civil Engineer :)

However, I am certain that what lies ahead are bigger challenges and tougher rides compared to what I have faced so far. Foremost I will have to get a job ASAP, either a permanent Civil Engineer job or a part time whatever job. Getting a permanent job is tough, especially in engineering field, as most of the companies are looking for graduans with more experience with PR or citizen status, and I only had a short 3 months stint working in a construction company as a trainee engineer yet I am still not a PR yet! Hope I can get the luck I need and get a job not long from now.

Really have to send my highiest gratitude to my parents and family who have been so supporting not only financially but in every other aspects throughout the 4.5 years of my time in Sydney University. And not to be forgotten all my friends, either here in Sydney or elsewhere in the world who have filled my life in wondrous colour all these years. Thank you all!

I'm now starting another phase of my life and I'm sure it'll be a challenging and interesting one. And my heart is pounding stronger and stronger as the day gone by, cause my family and my dearest Siew Yee is coming in 134 days to attend my convocation. HOHOHO!!!

Friday, July 11, 2008

I AM BACK!!!

Almost 2 years after I last post an entry I am back to this blog again!!!

I didnt know so much has changed since my last log in, and I cant even remember my password. Haha... have to go through all the troublesome hindrance to retrive my password. BTW.. this blog was initially abandoned because still not many people using blogspot 2 years back, and at that time only registered users are allowed to leave comment. So I left this blog and created another 2 blogs, one in friendster (freindster was booming that time) and another one in myspace (more user friendly at that time I supposed).

I just figured out the 'new' blogspot is so much more user friendly and convinient compared to last time. I still remember I had to go through all the procedures in the FAQ and change the html file of the layout just to add a link in my blog. Gosh~~ But now it is just 1 click away for anything. And since blog in friendster still doesnt have as much fucntion as blogspot, and the irritating friendster blog update that spammed my email everyday pissed me off (which I suppose many agree with me), I therefore abandon the friendster blog and migrate here. HEHE~

I basically change the whole out look of the blog and change my then profile photo to a more recently taken photo. Alike my blog in myspace, I have chosen blue as my theme colour as I feel more comfortable reading text in blue, although now I am typing in a dull whitish background z_z.

Gonna update the blog another time as I've spent more than 2 hours modifying the layout of this 'new' blog.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

No longer here anymore

i no longer post any blog here.... check out my blog at myspace
www.spaces.msn.com/members/shan-zen

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Drug issue - my thought

Nguyen Tuong Van will almost certainly hang on Friday after Singapore today cut a thin thread of hope that his life could be saved.


In case you don’t know here is a short summary of what happened. Nguyen who is an Australian citizen was caught in Singapore trying to smuggle almost 400 grams of heroin from Cambodia to Australia three years ago. Anyone who carries more than 15 grams of heroin into Singapore will be sentenced to death if found guilty. The Australian Government had appealed for clemency for Nguyen, who has been on death row in Changi prison since being sentenced in March last year. He now faces execution on this Friday (2nd Decmber 2005).


Erm… honestly I have mix feelings for this case. Every country has their laws and punishments for different kinds of crime committed. Every time before we enter, say, Malaysia and Singapore, we are warned that drug smuggling is a serious offence and will be sentenced to death if it exceeds a certain amount. But yet people still try to challenge the law and gamble their life just to get the money they craved for. I don’t understand and perhaps I can never understand why these people put money ahead of their precious life? Or may be you can argue that if they don’t get that amount of money they will be dead as well. Anyway… for me it is still a stupid thing to do – having known that nowadays the customs, particularly in Singapore, is so strict.


We have to know that drugs really blight the community and I am sure that you won’t be please to find out your children are addicted with marijuana or heroin when you become parents. So I have to say the punishment has to be stern as ‘kill one (may) scare the rest’. Whether it has to be a death penalty or not I think it will be an issue to be discussed for years to come. Anyway, for me I rather choose to have a death sentence rather than a life prison sentence. I think I will become insane if I have to spend more than 50 years in jail so I would rather choose to die instantly.


Australian government had appealed for clemency for this young 25 years old Aussie man but every time the clemency was turned down immediately by Singapore. Singapore is well known with its strictness when it comes to laws and I don’t think they will change their mind anyhow anywhere although the Australia government may ask Singapore to have Nguyen Tuong Van's execution referred to the International Court of Justice. And I think it is a bit unfair if they change their mind to call off the death sentence, because it is unfair to have a set of rules for Australian and a set of rules for other nationalities. But recently there are rumours that Australia might protest against this death penalty by using economy boycotts. If that happens I think the relationship between Australia and Singapore will be well deteriorated.


Anyway... back to Malaysia. I am not very certain how the customs in Singapore is but I am very certain how the customs officers in Malaysia are doing their job. This is what exactly happened to my relatives, friends and me every time we enter Malaysia. There are normally two officers, each standing at a side of the gate of the exit, ‘looking’ at us before we walk pass the gate and officially go into Malaysia. They never ever check our baggage to see whether is there anything forbidden to bring into the country. We are allowed to buy a litre of liquor for tax free and any addition of that will be taxed, accordingly to the tax system. But one of my relative was ‘smuggling’ 4 bottles of liquor in her baggage and nothing happen to her.


Last year when I was in the plane back to Malaysia, a Caucasian sitting next to me asked me, what he needs to declare or show to the officers before he enter Malaysia. I was a bit uncertain how to answer him. Really… how should I answer him? I think for a while and I decided to tell him the exact situation which is happening all this while. From his gaze he looks stunned and shock. But anyway I ask him to declare just in case the officers check on him. Then we have a good chat about the cultural in Malaysia, as he was heading there for tourist purpose. This time I was stunned by him. The first thing he asked me was about the ‘bribery cultural’ in Malaysia. I ask him how would him know about this cultural was well practised in Malaysia. Yet he told me Malaysia is well known about that, aren’t we? I did nothing than nod my head.


I want to make a point here. Death penalty is still a legal sentence in some countries around the world. But yet those countries that applied this rule have the worst record of drug smuggling case. If the customs of every country do their job strictly and seriously, the number of drug smuggling cases will be well decreased. Not that I wanted to praise Australia but I do think their customs really do a good job, don’t they? So if every country can take them as an example, and by using newest technology, every drug smugglers could be easily spotted. If that is the case, is there still a need to apply death sentence?

Terrified by nothing terrifying

Today is the 7th day after my final exam and I still can’t find a suitable house to shift. As what I did over the week, the very first thing I do after I wake up is to log on to internet and pray that there will be new houses available for rent. Not many to choose though... another disappointing morning. After days and days of searching.. really got fed up and angry… Sydneyis such a big city.. why just so little houses for lease? Anyway… I then log on into a local newspaper website to see anything interesting happen today. The first thing I red was “Town Hall Station Caught Fire”.

The first thing came into my mind was “shit… Sydney is under terrorist attack”. I was really anxious and wondering what had happened and prayed that none of my friends got hurt. Ok… I was wrong… absolutely-utterly-truly wrong… indeed it was just a small fire!!! Something went wrong in the air conditioning system and part of the vents caught fire and there were black smoke coming out from the vents so the whole 3 storeys underground station was evacuated. Since that station is located right at the centre of the city it causes 30 minutes of delayed for the whole railway system in Sydney. Anyway.. other than chaos of 20000 passengers, nothing much happened actually… and hopefully terror attack wont struck Sydney anyhow anytime anywhere. Finger cross~

I watched Flightplan with my friends today and I thought it was quite a nice movie… but still a bit disappointing. At the beginning I thought it was a ghost story coz of the daunting music and those annoying sudden deafening sound effect… I really really hate that kind of sound effect… scare the hell out of me out of nothing… anyway… I start liking it as the story develops. I was really hoping that it is a ghost story and craves to know what happened to Julie Foster’s daughter and husband. But after knowing it was another aircraft hijacking movie I was really disenchanted.. a bit anticlimax… aiyo… how many plane hijacking movie already oh… still plane hijacking… but I have to admit out of so many plane hijacking movies I think this is probably the best I have seen… thumbs up to Julie Foster.. her emotion was really good!!!

To sums up everything today… I was terrified by nothing terrifying~

Sunday, November 20, 2005

And so...

And so… the exam is over… I just couldn’t believe that I have finished my second year of my degree… half gone half to go… it was like just a glimpse and 2 years are gone.. anyway… it has been a long year… for this coming 3 months of summer holiday I will have a good rest to rejuvenate myself while catching up with friends back in Ipoh… for this exam, passing all the subjects shouldn’t be a problem but just a matter of how good it is… hopefully it will turn out alright…

And so… it has been exactly a year… exactly a year since I broke up with her… many things have changed and happened since then… the good news is I’ve move on and so does she… and the bad news (or good news if u like :P) is I am still single… Sometimes things just turn out not as what we wish they should have been… and being a human… or I should say being a successful man, we just have to cope with it and move on…

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Lovely odour !?

This is another typical blistering hot 30 something degrees febrile spring day and I was stuck in a horde shoulder to shoulder train on my way back home. Inside the train, it was really really hot… and I mean really really…the train carriage was full of people, every single seat was seated, every standable place was occupied, and there wasn’t any air conditioning in the train… the windows were sort of useless… erm.. don’t know how to explain here.. Sydneysider will understand… anyway… I was sweating like shit and my shirt almost gone transparent… start getting impatient… wanna jump out the train ASAP… then there come this lovely odour uncle…

This lovely uncle is incredibly fat I would say, and has a huge belly… not big.. I have to emphasize… is huge!!! May be I am just one third of his body size. Seeing he wearing a blazer at this weather just drove me nuts… with his long outdated big glasses which covered nearly half of his face and holding a big sack on his hand, his looks just makes me laugh… anyway something weird happened and drew my attention to him.

The first thing I realised was the people around him were trying to move away from him. Everyone in the train starts wondering whats happening there… “Is him carrying a bomb? Are we going to die?” that was what I heard when the girl sitting beside me murmured to her friend. The two girls are hot… I would say they are around my age.. but is angmo (Caucasian).. *sigh*.. whatever.. Deep bottom in my heard I was laughing like shit.. terrorist… WTF!!

But then I sort of understand why everyone was avoiding him. People around him were using tissue paper, handkerchief and newspaper covering their nose… so I guess he must be really ‘fragrant’. Then the smell started to spread… I was sitting like around 10 feet away from him and I could smell it after a few seconds he entered the train. The odour must be very intense and if I was standing next to him I guess I would have thrown up or fainted.

Then I saw this lady not far away from him took out her perfumed and start spraying to the air like spraying an air freshener. When I saw that I just couldn’t resist it and starts laughing but I tried to look down to the floor so that no one would realise… but the two hot chicks sitting next to me basically just laugh out loudly… they knew I was laughing about it and they looked at me and we just keep laughing and laughing for so long… the funniest part was the way that lady sprayed her perfume… it was like those air freshener advertisement, spraying 180 degrees up to the air and her gaze was just so funny… funny shit…

Luckily that uncle got off the train just after a couple of stops… and those around him heaved a big relief sigh right after he went off… and the girls look at me and we start laughing again... BTW we did chat a bit and they are lovely girls.. *sigh* .. angmo…

So please lar.. those who have odour after sweating… wear some perfume la if you wanna take a public transport… don’t suffocate people around you la…

Friday, November 04, 2005

(Sydney, 4th Nov) The run, which was self sponsored, with no whatsoever price, started around 11 a.m. yesterday at Sydney Uni Engineering PC Lap and ended 1 p.m. this afternoon at the same place. Special thanks and congratulations to all the participants.

Ok... what actually happened was our this so called ‘study group’ had spent 26 hours studying, sort of continuously. We started in our own uni library and afterwards invaded UNSW’s as their library opens till midnight which I was so jealous about… my uni, Sydney uni wor… a uni with a big name wor… but the library always closes at 10pm the latest and we have no place to go if we wanted to stay any longer. Unlike us, UNSW is just so considerate to their students and allowed them to stay in the library till midnight. So we went there surreptitiously and pretended as a UNSW student hoping that there won’t be any ID inspection.

Up till midnight, we then went to a nearby 24/7 McD and thought we could continue our ambitious marathon there. But the music they were playing was just so funky and makes me feel like dancing rather than studying… seriously... it was hip hop music… wonder anyone could concentrate and study in that atmosphere…and we saw a couple studying there though… anyway… the main thing is the music was really too loud and so we went to Kim’s place to study. From then on.. we started going out of track…

First there was this orange juice party… everyone was served with orange juice to freshen up our mind… so that we can concentrate in our study, NOT!!! Things started getting wrong and wrong, someone was catching beetle, eating ice-cream, eating biscuit, sleeping, playing with ice, taking photo, recording funny video, smoking, then more orange juice party, girls peeping, fixing contact lens, telling lame jokes… and the list go on and on… and then one by one fell asleep and abandoned me… until 7.10am this morning… everyone was asleep and left me alone… and that was the time I could concentrate the most… haha...but then I just couldn’t stand it anymore and crumble at 1pm. Whatever… u guys rock!!! Keep it up!!! How about tonight??? haha

So everyone should be assuming that I am a soil mechanics expert by now after spending 26 incredible hours of studying… but I can tell u all that I am not!!! Out of the 26 hours I think I just studied for 10 hours or so, may be, and the rest of the time was discussing problems with friends and doing other things. May be because of over strained my brain, I think my brain is a bit malfunctioning… spent a lot of time to figure out whats the lecture notes are talking about. I don’t know why, may be is just a bit jaded, every time I need to read a sentence twice just to understand whats the sentence is about… and then interpreting and memorizing..

It’s 6 o’clock in the evening now and I just woke up. After 4 hours of nap I am fresh and sexy again… going to kick off right after my dinner!!!

Anyway just feel like writing something after seeing all the numbers 93345624876934 for so long.
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE HAVING EXAM!!! STUDY HARD, STUDY SMART, PRAY HARD!!! … then … PLAY HARD!!!

Sunday, October 30, 2005

雨天

渴望已旧的雨,总算来了……
前几天都是被那炎热的气候热醒,而今天却恰恰相反,好睡得不想起床。赖在床上发懒的我,突然想起一首歌——燕姿的《E-Lover》,奇怪~ 于是打开Laptop翻查MP3档案,play了那首歌。

雨天 想着我们不曾碰面 望着你的照片
你问我台北好吗 伦敦阴着天 两个城市雨绵绵
………..
………..
Don’t you know, I love you 爱我请你试着疯狂一些
不听不管不问就算是种危险
不再害怕裹足不前 爱个人就该相信直觉

其实也没什么特别意思,只是第一句是“雨天”,所以才让我想起这首歌。听完后立刻跳下床,干活去了!

傍晚……望着窗外那绵延已久的细雨,很想抛掉眼前的讲义到屋外让雨浇一浇,滋润一下那疲惫的身躯,然后再踢一场球,那该多好啊!

不能!还得继续努力奋斗!!!

Chicken Flu

I should be studying at this time but I feel a bit sleepy… so think of writing something to stimulate my adrenalin production. Suddenly think of something to relate with a song sung by LMF… I ain’t very sure about the lyric but it sounds something like that:

“The chicken is sick, and then you kill all the chicken;
The dog is sick, and you kill all the dog;
If the human is sick, will you kill all the human?”

As everyone knows, the world is now having a crisis – the bird flu. From what I know and what I heard, the crisis couldn’t be solved only until a bird flu vaccine is ‘invented’ (don’t know what the correct word is). Perhaps the vaccine is already there but just to be tested in more advances to make sure it really works… I am not sure la…

I can understand bird flu is really hard to control, as bird got wings and they can fly to everywhere, anywhere they want. In the name of ‘controlling the spread of the flu’, authorities started killing poultry in the farms. Heaps and heaps of bird (chicken, duck, bird…) have been killed and are to be killed in the next few months time. At this instant, without the vaccine, is that mean that only by killing can stop the flu from spreading? But there were also news and rumours which said the flu can spread among humans. If that is the case, I think the authorities need to start killing those human infected by the flu!!! (If that happens, then all the HIV carrier also has to be killed – to control the HIV from spreading!)

If the killing spree continues, surely by the end of this decade the bird flu can be fully under controlled!!! But I afraid that birds will be extinct or…… perhaps human will be extinct too… hmm…… may be can start storing a few chicken now – to show my son how actually chicken looks alike!

Friday, October 28, 2005

自大狂

今天是我大二最后一天的上课日子,好像才刚刚开课似的,但一眨眼一年又过去了。很难想象我已渡过一半的大学生涯,再过两年就得到社会上混了。今年的路的确走得有点坎坷,一年内发生了许多不顺利的事情,无论如何过去的事我也不想再提,其中只是感到非常庆幸我仍活着。

嗯……说一说我最后一个星期的威风事吧,好让我能安慰安慰自己一下,最少让我今晚能睡得着。前几天我代表了我的组员在 PRESENTATION 里 PRESENT,好久没面对这么多人演说过,有点怯场,不过仍有希望得到最高分; 其中一个土力学的 REPORT 得了满分(好像只有我一个 :P);其它的 REPORT 也得了满高的分数。(自大狂又发作了!)只希望这些分数可以补救我那考得很烂的年中测验啦!

我这个人非常 ‘大心’,什么都有兴趣,什么都想做到最好,可是往往就被那可恶的惰性和那 ‘爆棚’ 的自信心征服。有些朋友说我太有自信了,又有些自大,导致我不能向更广更专的方面发展。其实我也知道,也完全认同他们的说法,不过那是我的个性啊,我也觉得那是我成功的原因之一。

无论如何希望在来临的考试中我能征服它们,之后再脱颖而出,至少让我有个完美的成绩回家面见深爱我的父母!